All my life I subconsciously searched for a knowing, a feeling of safety, security.
I searched within my physical body to find it.
I searched within locations to find it.
I searched in relationships to find it.
I searched within achieving to find it.
I searched in jobs and businesses.
I searched within growing my income to find it.
There was never a sense of trust.
A sense of ease.
A sense of peace.
A sense of knowing
There was a lot of swinging things fully vibing high it or things fully swinging the opposite.
It was a pattern I had seen all of my life.
I began to heal and understand the safety and security needed to come from within.
I had the belief it was hard to trust.
I had the belief it was always the highs and lows.
Things I learned along the way:
Paying off all the debt won’t make you feel safe
Having 5 figure months won’t make you feel safe.
Having the perfect relationship won’t make you feel safe. >> our defense mechanisms, our protectors, our knowing often kicks in in the extremes, because here we know how to operate<< If you’ve seen a big jump let’s say in your income, to have it go back down. Or you have a pattern of things not staying or being able to keep and have. There’s a big piece of the work to dive in here. We will even subconsciously cockblock our desires too, when there’s a responsibility to that desire or a belief pattern here.
Safety, security, support. Our core of so many things we want to feel in this world of unknown.
Safety and security is a feeling you find within first.
It’s a sense of trusting yourself, your intuition.
It’s surrendering.
It’s finding support within you.
It’s finding the desire and emotion connected to this.
It’s healing.
Open yourself up to where you see patterns of swinging, or what I call the black to the white – avoiding the grey.
Welcome to the many pieces of the energy that runs your business. ❤️