Invest By Giving To Yourself
I spent most of my life finding fulfillment in the HARD.
In the DOING.
In the achieving.
My worthiness was attached to how much I could do, how much I could pump out, how I could be everywhere.
Quite honestly, for so long my body found safety in the ups and downs. I knew how to operate there.
I spent most of my life in the hustle.
The go, go, go do all the things energy.
The more I could achieve, the more worthy I felt.
It was a deep chase in my life to feel loved, to be seen, to be recognized.
I wanted to do everything right.
Follow all the steps.
Feel the feelings? Not a chance, I had more to do.
Celebrate? Not when there was more to achieve.
I had lost touch with life’s essence, the beauty, the presence.
On the outside, everything looked great, I had it all together.
On the inside, I was struggling with disordered eating, panic attacks, anxiety, health issues, and disease in my body.
Just a few years ago, I decided, I couldn’t operate this way anymore.
I decided it didn’t have to always be hard anymore.
I let go of the need to do it all and burn myself out to the max.
I changed my life and business to be more fun, easy, and carefree.
& so came the expansion.
I dove into my healing.
I began to meet my own needs.
I started to celebrate and honor myself.
I began to release the pressure of doing and embarked on a journey of more being.
I learned to feel safe, secure, whole, loved.
I stopped chasing the next thing.
I tapped into the present.
I became open and shared the most raw pieces of me.
I gave myself what I wanted.
I ended so much self-sabotaging.
I looked for the way that felt right to me.
I decided to be unfiltered.
I launched the programs even when it made no sense.
I invested in the programs, coaches, and outsourcing when the money wasn’t there.
I released all the pressure and shoulding on myself
I make the decisions, do the things, before it is here – because then it always comes in.
Even when it scares me.
Even when my world turned upside down.
I leaned into trust.
I released the feeling of being a constant pressure cooker.
And at every level, there’s a next level. That’s why I always invest in my personal growth, invest in my craft, invest in my business, invest in my team. As a coach, a trainer for coaches, and creating a ripple in my world, it’s my responsibility to continue to become embodied in my craft and in my work.
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